Eeeeeek!
Here we are…all quite surreal today, feeling like a bit of a
whirlwind! Thinking back over the last four weeks, it all seems a bit hard to remember
how we got here. In my trackie pants and hoodie, I hopped into the car this
morning with Mr T, and we left our little house in Cranbourne North to enter the
world of the total unknown. Packed way too much as usual, as I was totally unsure
of what to expect, the midwives probably think I’m staying for good!
Jerry dropped me out the front, parked the car and took me
in…many interesting and varied sights I saw, before I even entered the front
door.
On arrival everybody was lovely, and there are three other
lovely ladies in my ward also all on bed rest. Some of them have been here for
weeks already. Nice positive vibes…
We had another scan today with the obstetrician, carted
around in a rickety old wheelchair by Mr T through the halls of Jessie Mc. Good
news and bad with today’s scan, but not surprising news.
Baby T is growing very well, already measuring at 750g,
about a week and few days ahead of her current gestation. She is also a girl,
which gives her another good chance of survival outside my tummy, I’ve had my
steroid shots, my membranes and waters are intact and my placenta is functioning
as it is supposed to, and keeping her safe. My cervix is still misbehaving and
has now started to open, dilated by .5cm- with the constant and gradual
shortening I have experienced so far this is what I expected today. The obstetrician
suggests that at this stage there is no way of predicting what can happen, but
that as I have had no signs of preterm labour as yet, it is likely that my cervix
is weak and incompetent…we won’t know for sure until the next time we get
pregnant (right now though….that will never, ever be happening!!)
They will monitor me from now on, and the obstetrician will
come to visit every day to check on me and my weak parts. There is another new treatment
they will give me over the next few days through an IV. They give you magnesium
over a four hour period, to further prevent brain damage in little BabyT, that
will probably happen over the next couple of days.
I’ve ordered my meals for the next few days, and the food is
actually pretty good. Tonight was roast lamb and veggies.
Mr T is holding up super well and is such a gentlemen, he
will stay with me as long as he can tonight until I get sleepy, so I can get
through my first hospital night.
We passed the time tonight…looked at each other a lot, watched
an episode of Entourage on my laptop, ate some chocolate, and looked at each
other some more.
All in all though, another day down, another day better for
Baby T…keep on cooking Baby Girl…
Thanks for sharing your experience. Sending good vibes and holding my breath - thinking that might help. Big love to you and mrT. Xxx
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